Day 3

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

It's Saturday, and instead of the usual movie marathon, I am heading to work in half an hour time. Well all thanks to the NDP (National Day Parade). Well it's day 3 and I am still missing you, I long for the times that I am able to wake up to your presence. Seeing you enjoying over there is an enjoyment to me as well. Do take care of yourself baby... I love you...

Abba Father... I thank you for everything... Amen...

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary

Day 2

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

Now its 1600hrs... I reach home early today as there was nothing much to do in camp. Times like these hardly comes but when it does, there was no one to go out with.

Nonetheless, I am glad that I came home just on time to chat with you on Skype, even though we are 12hrs apart but technology has made us semi-omnipresent. We are no God, our love is from God because our love is in Christ and in Him only that we are made possible of this relationship. There are no authority on earth that can separate us, except the ones who have given the authority above, Our Father Himself, to the people for His glory and His glory only.

So...

Abba Father... I thank you truly for this love. This chance and this give of relationship. It is part and puzzle of life yet you have made it so special and unique, a pleasure for all man and women. That in this love we may know you more, that in this love we may be closer to you, that in this love we may bear the fullest of Christ in our thoughts and in our being. Thank you Lord for everything... Amen

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary

Day 1

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

Well, seems like you should be at Tokyo Transit now. How does it feel to be there? Do remember to take nice pictures k!

I woke up a couple of time to make sure I did not miss your calls or message this morning, hearing your calls and seeing your message I know you are leaving for 5 weeks. Well today i felt 'OK', maybe reality have not hit me yet but I truly pray tis 5 weeks would pass really soon...

Waiting to hear from you Baby...

Abba Father, I pray that would you grant Katherine a safe and pleasant journey there. Protect her from all harm, may your favor be upon her always... Amen

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary

2 more days before you go...

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

As I sit here and face the fact of not been able to see you off on Thursday, my heart felt cold and emptied. My eyes are tired, eager to close but I sat here even more eagerly to see my love online so that both of us can try skyping. As it is my first time tying. My head is getting heavier and I am not able to type anymore... Night Blog... For my body.. I will still wait for your coming..

Thank you Abba Father...

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary

4 days before you go go

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

I thank you for the wonderful weekend I had with you... Even though time flies as we are together but I enjoyed every single moment with you. I would not trade anything for you, no condos, cars, money, Xbox360, I-touch, Mac book, PsP, Games, can compare with you. If I am even a chance to choose again, I would still choose you.

We are meant for one another, now and forever more...

Abba Father, I thank You for your gift of life. I thank You for your gift of love. I thank You for your gift partner... Amen...

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary

6 days before You Fly

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

As the day draws closer to an end, I realized that the days before you head to the states are getting closer too. 5 weeks is a little too long I suppose, thinking that I would be able to spend more "me time" and play XBOX360 but I soon figure out is it all incomplete without you.

Life without you is like a straw, it sucks...

Well just pop in here to say that I love you and that I hope you would remember to read my Blog every night over there yea? I will type as long as I am able to.

I love you...

Abba Father, I thank You for internet, Facebook, e-mails and blogs. That even Kat and I is 12hrs apart, we are not separated because of technology. Lord, would you keep her safe and sound this night... I love you Father...

Amen...

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary

1 Week before You Fly

Dear Blog...

And to me beloved too whom I am writing to,

I left for camp today knowing that there was 3waves today I thinking that I would be coming home late again. But as I enter my squadron , straight into the guard post to look at my crew and the flying schedule, I then realize it was not bad after all. For my crew there was only 1 wave and it would be back by 1pm. So as I do my calculation for what time I would be home, it should be not later then 4pm. but I was wrong. It came back at 1pm, I finished my work by 3, then spent the next few hours waiting for my PDS IC to sign the forms... And now I am... HOME...

As I struggle between resting at home or going to Fuji's house, many thoughts came to my mind. All I need was a affirmation of I must go, should go or need to go. But I have none, all I got was, you may, can, feel free to come. I then give myself excuses of not going, and then I asked God for a sign! that I should go. Yup he gave me one. Knowing that I have a photo shoot tomorrow and my turn out need to be neat and good. I then intend to polish my safety boots with the liquid polisher. The cap got stuck with the brush, so I pulled a little harder and guess what? The brush came out together with the cap and the black liquid splash onto the floor. Well I told Him, "guess you didn't want me go after all" But maybe it is despite of this I would still go is the right answer for Him, I still would choose not to attend.

After hearing so much sermons of having JOY, Another Spirit and so on. I still cannot seems to apply all that I have learn into it. Maybe I am too lazy to, maybe my environment does not allow me too, maybe the sermons are not practical in times like these anymore.

Air force has taken ever joy that I have. It has taken my time, my strength, my emotion, my mind, my heart and my soul too. Maybe I am place in the worst place now in my NS. Work 6days week, even though you are flying on next Wednesday but I got duty. Saturday suppose to go out with you, but now there is SPORTS CAR duty.

But in spite of all these, I sense that I love you and need you more. And more then ever. I really do not know how to face myself when you are gone for 5 weeks... You are my everything... You are... my life...

Abba Father, I am sorry for my lack of faith. In You. Many times I am foolish and asked you to show me signs so that I may believe you are still real to me, but I yet forget your hands that was guiding me through. You love that forever shining upon me and blessing that is continuously pouring out onto my cup. Yet my heart was harden and my eyes were shut. May You continue to be by our side this day and the days ahead... Amen...

For Him, In Him & Through Him only I live...
Luke Zachary